I know, the lure of the slash is sometimes just too great to resist. :-) I blame all the excellent SPN authors for it, since it was SO not my thing before I got into fandom and became perverted obsessed.

Have you read Cold Comfort (http://twasadark.livejournal.com/87732.html)? It's my latest Gen DA (with mild Max/Alec) that features Hurt!Alec. I didn't even slaughter Joshua in it. :-)